Thursday, January 20, 2011

Kids!

.....................Okay well life is good...today was a Snow Day again......................................................
                                  It was just me and Destiny...fun, fun! We got three inches of SNOW! So today we decided to make Chicken and Dumplings....we boiled the chicken nice and slow, and then we got down and dirty! Destiny made the dumplings and was messy from head to toe.

We placed them in the fridge for 2 hours and then pinched them off into the soup...well I did that she was into watching some crazy Disney show.    *Sometimes I wonder what is so special about those shows except the fact that they keep kids occupied for hours on end.



Well the whole time I am doing this I can not help but think about my children in Germany are doing?  The last time I talk to Cameron was Monday and he did not want to hang up from me.  He got really upset with his dad for making him get off the phone.  I had to remind him that it was 11pm and that he had to go to school and that he could call me anytime he wanted to.  So he said "fine I will sneak Daddy's phone and call you anytime I want."
I told him that if he does it then we may not get to talk to each other very often because he may be grounded. Well that got him going and he gave me kisses through the phone and told me he loved me more than anything in the world, and good night and sweet dreams.

Well during that conversation I came to realize that my kids are wild.
Their "daddy" was sitting there while he was talking to me, and telling me things that I would not let him say.
He was also spelling cuss words out.  I was shocked and mortified by that.
Plus the simple fact that it was 11 PM there and he still let him be up.
Granted I was very happy that I was able to talk to him but I was upset because he had school the next day.

Times like these make me want to tell him off and also tell him that I do not like the way he is raising our children, its BS to me, but there is not much I can do about it.

Now back to the days events, 
I let the food cook slow and sat and watched t.v....
something I do not do very often cause there is never anything good on to watch.
I started doing my homework and was bored out of my mind.
I am caught up on my work, but I figured there
was at least one day that I could be a slacker.
My classes are crazy and at the same time kind of easy. I actually like them alot.

Bj (the love of my life) has a job and gets paid on Friday. 
It will be nice that he can have money agian,
and I feel terriable that we are living in his dads house
and he is taking care of us. 

This does post does not have any real point but just somethings I had to get off my chest?
My question is when do you know enough is enough in a kid, when do you tell him he is pushing the limits and he doesnt even live with you?




 

Monday, January 10, 2011

Pic from Snow Day!

Snow day!

Well today was a snow day for me (which was my first day of classes,) and for Destiny.  It was okay because I am taking online classes.  So even that I have online classes my classes we not canceled today. So today Destiny played in the snow. Destiny is my nine year old going on 30 sometimes.  Bj which is my fiancée, and he played outside with her all day today.  They were begging me to go outside but I had school work to complete.  It is going to be tough to get into a routine of school work and manging my family.
 Today my mother called and said that her stomach is not getting any better.  I feel like crap because I moved from Texas to Arkansas while she was in the hospital.  DONT GET ME WRONG I WENT AND SPENT TIME WITH HER, but I felt terrible about leaving her.  I am the one that keeps her head up, and keeps her sane.  I have been her shoulder to cry on and the one she ran to when she did not know what to do.  So anyways back to the situation...she went to the doctor today and they made her take more blood tests, and if they caint find anything wrong, then they are going to do a colonoscopy, and test for stomach cancer. This scares the hell out of me. I know God has her in his hands and things will be okay but it is still scary.
Now I have recieved a call that there is NO SCHOOL tomrrow OMG i am gonna go crazy!!! well peace out and i am gonna go to sleep.